a phoenix?

As some people who may read this are already aware, I am in the midst of trying to figure out what to do with myself in a work capacity. You may wonder why a 35-year old is so puzzled. Work force re-entry after staying home with small children is problematic in itself. In my case, I've never really felt I was doing the right thing, that is, in the right type of profession or work. When I was working for pay, anyway.

So, I am in the midst of questioning everything about my working life right now.

This is, of course, both terrifying and exhilarating. I'm trying to keep the balance away from terror and mostly suceeding.

( I'd like your help figuring out if I am nuts or onto something... )